11 October 2010
Few days ago, I ask the husband what does he see 3 years down the road, be it family wise, kids, career, etc. He said he sees himself doing better than he is now, career wise. Kids, they will be obedient, and keen on studying. Family, if we're still together, we'll be much more loving than we are right now, if we're not, he don't see anything. Housing, he'll wants to stay in a condo by then. Parents, he will want his mum to be fit and healthy.He asked me the same question. I said I don't know. He said I've got no aim in life.
2 days later, his friend asked me what kind of job I'm looking for. Where/what's my interest. I wanted to give him a really good answer, but when I opened my mouth to answer him, I realize that I don't know what's my interest, what I want to achieve in the job. I was baffled.
3 days later, I am still thinking about this 2 questions. And suddenly, something hit me from nowhere! I've been pregnant and been staying at home for the past 2 years. Which explains why I do not know the answers to these 2 questions! I've never thought about going out to the society to work when I was pregnant. All I wanted to do was to study and study. I guess it's also partly cause the husband does not wished for me to go out and work. And he's always telling me to go study and learn some technical skills. And perhaps, use the skill to start a business etc.
But, this doesn't answer the questions! I shall go think about it again. I'll blog another post once I've found my life goals.
Tata.. XOXO
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