22 August 2008
dedicated to Edwin Soo Ming Chuan! yes, again!
ccb! if you really have the intention to return me the money, you wouldn't ask me to go back to you CHANGED! what nonsense is this?! you owe people money and theirs is debt. you owe me money and mine is not a debt?! wad fucking nonsense is this?! KNN! so unwilling to return den dun fucking return me lahz! i can't do much either! you got the face to see me when i go liquid den you fucking dun return me lahz!!! enough is enough!!! i want my money back means i want my bloody money back! don't understand english si bo?! want me to communicate with you in chinese or malay or any other languange tell me lahz! i can go fucking learn de! don't fucking worry about that! want me to commit into you?! you are so fucking useless and worthless! for fuck i commit to you?! you can treat me better?! like how?! bring me shopping more often si bo?! i don't need that lorx asshole! i need MONEY! COLD HARD CASH! my family are eating air already still don't wanna bloody return! still say can't blame you?! for god damn sake! you are the one who ask me and my mum not to work! now tell me i can't blame you when my family got nothing to eat! what fucking nonsense is this?! don't come crap with me lahz! if you don't want to return den just fucking say so! i won't force de! i never like forcing too!
18:41
18 August 2008
now, what will you do to get some bastard, sore-losers, whatever you call it to return you your money? cus i've got this guy who owe me SGD$4050 and refuse to pay up. up till now, he has only returned me SGD$1000 which in fact i have only received SGD$800. he claims that he loan it, but who will be so stupid to go to the bank and loan SGD$1000 only and pay a 15% adminstration fee? if i were him, i would just loan SGD$5000 which i will have enough to pay the 15%adminstration fee and return my fren. he is such an asshole that up till this point of time, he still doesn't keep his promises in time. everything that comes out of his mouth are just empty! empty words, empty promises.
would you guys even choose to trust this guy and be willing to head to Australia with him for 2 and a half years when he can't keep his words here? or choose to stay in Singapore, look for someone better (which i have already found) and live happily ever after simply without much mental stress and such?
15:47
14 August 2008
i'm in a delimia now.. i do not know whether i should go to Brisbane and study or not... my parents told me to go.. i go there for 2 years, i come back, i got a cert and a future. but if i don't go, i won't have a future.. i'll just be wasting another 2 years.. my frens told me not to go, cus they will miss me and they are worried about my safety.. so i am like in a confuse state now.. total crap!
15:12
13 August 2008
Dedicated to Edwin Soo Ming Chuan
bloody hell...
Soo Ming Chuan! stop thinking that money can solve everything! stop thinking that money can buy you everything! i am telling you right now that money can't make me care for you, can't let you manipulate me. i am with you, i am your gf doesn't bloody mean that i must let you fuck me or make you feel like king. one day, when you take over your dad's company, you will just bloody ruin it and go bankrupt!
money cannot buy you a perfect gf! what you want is not a girl like me. wild and can have fun with. what you want is a girl who is good at sweet talking, good at showing all her emotions, good at making you feel like king, good in housework, cooking, 'ang kat-ing' your family members! ohh.. i forgot! good in bed too and basically makes you feel as if you are the head of the house and agrees to everything you yearn for from me but couldn't get it.
now i am telling you, I've had enough of your naive and stupid requests! close to me mentally?! ha ha ha!!! that's is
IMPOSSIBLE for you! you think wad?! i am your private whore huh?! you buy me stuffs and give me everything i want if i get close to you. i.e: kissing your smelly like drain mouth, hugging your dirty and smelly body and spreading my legs just so you can insert your hideous and smelly dick inside me! to tell you the truth, i rather not have any of those things that you claim you will buy den to do those degrading stuffs. i rather be seen with one bloke worst den you den be seen with you.
you are being made use of by those people that you claim are friends! and yet, you didn't realise that. still go believe all the rumours that they say. since you claim that you have evidence of me and Marcus, show it to me den! don't just assume! you really know how to act... I've under estimated you... for the past few months, I've never been happy. all the smiles you've seen are just entertaining smile, reserved for you only. why i change to so heartless. reason is simple. because of YOU! you pushed me into a corner, you threaten me with money. hello!!! you gamble, you lost, you no need return arhz? that is also a debt! other people's loan to you are debts. you lost to me in gamble is not a debt lahz?! i must be 'close' to you den you will return me arhz?! hello!!! i am not the one owing you lehx! you are the one owing me lehx! everybody knows that you owe money, you have to return! be it you broke up with that person already or no longer frens already. you still have to return. stop wearing the skirt can?! stop whining like a stupid bitch can?! stop being such a sore loser can?! you really throw men face lahz!!!
I'm done with your shitty actions, requests, whining, demands, bitching and basically everything which includes you! you better fucking return me the 3k ASAP lorx! i bloody owe you nothing! keep saying i hurt you, so you no need return. you hurt me, i kill your parents, you can ask the police don't charge me anot?! one life pay one life, owe money pay money! didn't your super rich, super got manners, super dote on you parents teach you that?! didn't your wonderful teachers teach you that?!
another thing is that, you tell people you wear skirt, why don't you just let another man fuck you instead of you fucking girls?! if you are really that desperate, go get yourself an escort for a whole fucking day lahz! can fuck till your dick can't stand! can make you feel like king! ohh! and you know why?! cus they are paid to do that! not me! so don't try to bribe me into doing that!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!
01:04
11 August 2008
Drugs! Sex! Booze!
sex... why can't guys just live without sex? why is it that when a guy has a gf, he will definately ask for sex be it whether the gf likes it or not. i know i've been on this topic before. but still, i do not understand.
drugs... what's so nice about drugs? why are there people out there taking it? is it really that nice? i really doubt so... it's expensive, illegal and has side effects. it makes you look ugly too.
booze... taken at the right amount is quite nice. too much gives you a hangover and a bloody headache. why so people just can't control their intake of alcohol?
15:56
i hate guys who behaves like girls. and yes, i am referring to someone. you know who you are. guys out there. how do you feel when a fellow guy come tell you that they are girls and are willing to wear skirts. will it irks you? will it irritate you? will it make you feel like whacking him? as a girl, it irks me to see guys like that. frens of mine know that i can be quite sacarstic in my words. so when i meet a guy like that, i would just be sacarstic to them without leaving them with an ounce of face and pride, no dignity too.. so guys out there, don't behave this way cus it's really irritating and awful. plus it throws guys face too!
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