Woke up to someone being pissed at me. Just cus I didn't tell him that I'm gonna meet a friend with my mum for dinner. The thing is that, we haven't even confirm the dinner meeting yet. And it's not like he didn't make the same mistake before. I reminded him of the exactly same mistake he did before, he again, got very defensive. It's like, you're not working today, shouldn't you ask whether I have any plans or not before planning anything at all? You always insist on sending me to my appointments, but I'm always late at them all thanks to you.

Great, today I got massage appointment at the function place, and I'm late for 1 hour cus of you. And cus I'm late, they got no free therapist, thus I can't get my massage.

I know it's nothing much, not a big deal. But it's always this case! I'm tired of being late all the time! I don't want to depend on you to send me to places! I am able to go myself and not be late!

I am pissed at you for being pissed at me! Why should I tell you of my plans that are unconfirmed? You always tell me to tell you after I confirm, so now, not confirm, why tell you?

I really don't understand what you're doing... It's like you can do 'these' things and I can't!
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18:44

FML! YES! I'm finally able to write something on my blog using my computer! The past few weeks, I haven been able to update my blog using the computer, thus I have to resort to penning down my thoughts and feelings using my iTouch, in HTML format! *I'm just super lucky that I didn't tear my hair out posting those few previous post*

But right now, I'm tearing my hair out over my blogshop! I can't seem to be able to find a suitable skin for it that works well with IE and Google Chrome and basically every Internet Browser available!

I've been at it since I woke up this morning. Painstakingly edited 3 skins that i found on blogskin and all 3 doesn't work. I chose not to give up after the first one didn't work, so I went to look for a second one. The second one is not working either. And I found a super nice, third one. And... You're right! It's doesn't work on IE too! I do not know what the fuck is wrong with those skins!

So feeling lazy the other night, I went searching for people who design skins for websites, for blogs, etc. And I found one. I sent an email, asking for quotation, the guy replied me back almost immediately asking me what kind of design I'm looking at or thinking of. And, I was so bored, I immediately replied hoping to get a quick reply from him too regarding the quotation. But the sad thing is, up till now (3 days later), there's no reply from him. No news, nothing! Kinda disappointed tho'. There I was, thinking that I could probably hire someone to do the skin for me, and he (angel-like) step into my view and offered to help for a fee, and after I stated what I want in my skin, he (miraculously) disappeared! I guess I should just go look for some one else who's more interested in doing business with me bahz... HAHAS...

Anyway, the past weeks had been really busy for me. I've drop my Spanish and Maritime course. Of course, the Maritime people was surprise that I choose to drop it. She keep dissuading me from dropping it, and even told me that I can opt for deferment, BUT, I have to request for it through email. In my mind, I'm like, for what send you email to request for deferment? Afterall, you're going to approve it without giving it a serious thought. So, I told her that I'll drop her an email, and I promptly did it that night.

Start of Japanese Language Basic II, and I miss Angeline! Now, I have no one else to bitch to in class. Ended up pairing with this Viet girl named Linh. She's so fucking smart can?! Came to Singapore on scholarship getting her MBA! *jaw-drop* when I heard that! She speaks fluently and I feel so stressed up and depress when we are doing conversations! She can write Hiragana, Katakana and Kanji! How the hell she does that when I'm just starting to write in Hiragana?! The moment the sensei say something, she can just write down in these 3 without thinking! Whereas me, I have to pause for a mo' before I can write. Really FML man!

Eh, I planned this post to be about my rants on my blogshop skin lehx.. How come it became my whole life story?! HAHAS!

Enjoy reading! =)

P.S: Bought a new Gucci bag yesterday. The husband bought it for me! And I love it so much!

P.P.S: Did my eyelash extension too! At FEP, recommended by Rykiel and KayKay... Dan Dan is really damn good lahz! And she's like really fast!

14:18

It's Father's Day today.
But Zachery's father was not around as he had to work.
So we didn't celebrate Father's Day.
I chose not to wish my dad as I feel that there's no point in doing so. He has got another family outside, he chose to left us when we were young, and he only looks for me when he needs help from me. Guess what?! He didn't bother wishing me on my birthday every year. I know all these sounds really miniscule to some of you out there. But to me, it's a really big deal.
I mean, as a dad, this is not what you should present to your kids! Which father can let his own children to his/her own devices outside without stepping in to help them? Which father rather see you die outside than holding out his hands and guide you to the world out there? Which father, walk out of a family because of a MAID? An ugly maid some more. You walk out because of a pretty maid, I got nothing to say, but an ugly one?! OMG! You should really FYL can?! Think about it this way, if you didn't divorce mummy years back, you'll be a really xin Fu man! A grandson, a son-in-law who respect you alot and a grand daughter on the way! You need not have to work so hard anymore! But yet now, you have to toil so hard for a pri sch kid whom we doesn't even know whether is it your flesh and blood, as we all agreed that he doest look any bit like you at all. After working, have to go back home and face your wife who quarrels with you over small little thugs and gets fucking jealous when we come to visit. What the hell is wrong with her?! Must she feels so insecure?! Come on! If she feels insecure, than why snatch other people's husband in the first place?! Get an unmarried guy and marry him lahz! U Grad so what?! I bet my money that she bought the U Grad Cert instead of sitting thru the exam. HA!

Now, my father have to suffer niaping the child up, instead of Xiang Qing Fu. And he totally forgets about me till he needs my help. I should really start becoming stingy towards others. Not lending them money and keep sayin that I'm poor so that they won't come askin me for help which is never returned.

Yup, I'm gonna do just that.

02:32

Okay, I've been meaning to write this post for a long time. But I didn't have a chance to. Partly cus when I log in using my desktop, I'm not able to write anything at all when I come to this page. And also cus I've been too busy to write. I'm like having classes everyday now. Every weekday afternoon, I'm having Japanese Language class, Maritime studies on every tue and fri. And spanish language on every mon and Thursday. I'm really glad that I have no evening class on Wednesday, cus Glee's showing on that day! Hahas! And I've been trying to do up my blogshop too. Which up till now, no business yet.. Except from a few frens who bought from me. Well, most of them who bought are the husband's frens.. :) There's this really nice girl in class, she offered to buy my skates and 2 of the mask that I'm selling. Which really makes my day. Well, I am not hoping for much, I just want steady business, regulars who buy from me. That's not asking for too much right? I've spent money on adverts and it cost a bomb! Like seriously! And now, I'm like financially drained. So I need business! Help me promote can?! Pretty please?! No capital now = no adverts = no sales... See how terrible it is now? Haish...

01:21

Ahh... How long has it been...? A week? Well, I haven't been attending my Japanese language class religiously everyday. I've been MIA for about 3 days straight from the Japanese lesson. I went for my routine gynae check up on Wednesday. The doctor so kindly tells me that I'm anemic, which might post a problem during delivery. I might lose too much blood and thus landing my life in danger. Which also explains why I am having fainting spells and feeling giddy all the time.


22:11

Bienvenida! Hi, this is a blog regarding my life. If you ain't happy with what you're seeing, Please feel free to click on the 'x' button at the top right hand corner of your screen. And please refrain from dissing. Other than these, Please enjoy your stay here! =)

Queen Sammi
Complicated with a touch of Simplicity