22 April 2009
I am so Pissed off!!! you are the one who ask me to keep the baby. i tolerate everything instead of showing how unhappy i am. i change for you. yet, just cus i wanto go see movie with my fren, something you've watched, you are angry. you said you are jealous. but this word 'jealous' doesn't give you a right to talk to me in that kind of tone! you can throw temper at me, nothing wrong with that. i throw temper at you, everything's wrong with that. i tolerate and tolerate... end up...??? you only say i've turned back to my old ways! FYI, if i were to turn back to my old ways, i would have kicked up a fuss instead of just keep quiet! FYI, if i were to turn back to my old ways, i would have screamed my head off at you instead of talking to you in an even tone!
yea lahz yea lahz!!! everything also my fault! i keep quiet one side to avoid quarrel, my fault. i throw temper, my fault. i tolerate, my fault! not getting married, my fault. not in good terms with your dearest mummy, my fault. everything that goes wrong in this relationship is my fault. why don't you just stop whatever you're doing, think back again, is it really everything my fault? it takes 2 hands to clap. there's 2 side to a coin. look at your left hand, if it doesn't co-operate with your right hand, you can't clap. if there's only 1 side to a coin, it won't be a legitimate coin, you can't use it. there's always 2 or more sides to a story, it all depends on how you look at it. it takes 2 person to work out a relationship. if you insist that i must give in to you most of the time, i'm telling you right now that i can't! i always tell you that i will not rub your EGO, i will not purposely go out of my way to make you happy. and i believe that i have told you that i am just tolerating for now.. see whether i will get used to tolerating anot. you thought i have 'changed' for you. but guess what?! NO! one's character cannot be changed, it's all about how you go and compromise with each other.
i've already said so much... to think or not to think, it's all up to you! i can't be bothered anymore. if you think that i have changed to my old self, you can just let go. I CAN'T BE BOTHERED ANYMORE!
00:35
12 April 2009
wah kaoz!!! i
HATE China women lahz!!! like totally!!! they come here on work permit/sudent permit/social visit pass, acting like a fucking tourist but yet inside them they are thinking of hooking up Singaporean guys and break up family... which is why nightclubs are full of them.. the guys go there and drink, yes i understand that they just want some fun... but China women can't seems to keep their hands to themselves!!! no matter how the guy dress, how the guy look, as long as they see money in their pocket, they will do all means to hook the guy! which kinda explains why the divorce rate in Singapore is so bloody high... i always urge Singaporean women to keep a close eye on their husbands and bf.. they don't listen and end up, their relationship just fall apart mostly cus of other women, be it Singaporean women or China women.. but i like to think that it's the China women causing riots here.. why must they come to Singapore and break up families?! do they like it when their family is broken by some third-degree countries girls?
NO! They don't like it also!!! why must they be such a WHORE and a cheap WHORE at that?!
STUPID CHINA WOMEN!!! GO BACK TO YOUR COUNTRY AND BREAK YOUR FELLOWSMAN FAMILIES INSTEAD OF CREATING HIGHER DIVORCE RATE HERE!!! one tip for you CHINA WOMEN out there;
GO FUCK YOURSELVES, AH TIONGS!!!
23:11
08 April 2009
must things turns out this way? sigh... is there really no other way out? sigh... this world is really unfair.. to think that all these while i'm thinking that i can make things more fairer between the two sexes, female and male.. it's unfair that a woman has to carry a child in her stomach for 9 months and after that have to care for the child. and all the while, the guy can continue drinking, smoking, doing enjoyable stuffs while the woman is there doing the mundane things... when the child is born, the guy just brings home a sum of money every month and take it that he has already done what's expected of him.. sleep thru the night.. the woman has to wake up to feed the baby... take care of it in the day... thinking about it brings shivers down my spine. it's like a no holiday job... not allowed to take leave, holidays and everything... slowly, the woman will turn to huang lian po and the guy will be having mistress and stuffs... and thus end up in divorce... no wonder the divorce rate in singapore is so high... cus of china woman, nightclubs and everything...
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