funny how different each person are though we are all humans.. born with the same combination of everything that we hold inside us.. but why is it that people react differently when it comes to different situation? this is something that i've been pondering about for a long time... why are some people so flirtatious and some people so faithful? is it true that 男人不坏，女人不爱? hmmm... this really puzzles me.. anybody can tell me?

07:15

been to bintan 3 time in this month... and i feel kinda bored already though everytime i come here, i sleep early and wake up early, but still...... i guess i's cus i came with the wrong person/people bahz.. well... the past 2 times i've been there, there's only one person in my mind. the whole while i only miss one person. who that person is, some of you guys should know.. i truely enjoy myself with him... bad thing is that, i didnt take any photos... haha...

hmmm..... but den again, went jet-skiing, wakeboarding (i learnt how to stand in the board in 1hr's time) and i get to steer the boat.. haha..... i'm such a fast learner!!! muahahaha... soooo going to 360 ski park and wakeboard... but it's really tiring.. arms like jelly now.. hahaha.. whole body muscle aching.. haha... and plus i learn how to steer the boat and got compliment from the coach!! haha....

gotta go for now.. update you guys again!!!

13:09

my elder brother is finally in army.. i feel happy yet sad at the same time. it's like nobody is here to bicker with me anymore or rush to use the toilet or com anymore.. life is like so boring without him.. clubbing is no longer much fun without him and i miss him alot... really!

i am so disappointed with my mum. she has insulted my friend.. right now, i have no idea how to face her or my friend anymore.. this friend of mine is a really special and close friend. i do not deny that i have feelings for him, but still.. even if i do not have feelings for him, i would be disappointed with my mum too..

am going to bintan later.. have to be at the ferry terminal at about 10 am.. it's already 4.19am now. i have no idea how am i suppose to wake up tml or why am i still not tired.. my sister a.k.a kailin celebrated her birthday just now at acoustic, boat quay. didn't want to go down, but she called me and requested for me to go down.. i do not want and wish to reject her.. not because it's her birthday, but because i dote on her alot.. whatever she request me to do or want me to do, i will do my utmost to give her what she wants.. plus she is one of the few girlfriends that i know..

will update once again when i'm in bintan as i've decided to bring my laptop along with me.. hahas.. will post all most of the photos promptly when i'm back.. hahas.. i'm so going to try wakeboarding and all the watersports that they have there.. hahas... yes,i know i've just been there recently... but it's fun!

i do miss my friend like terribly, but i've got no means of contacting him as i've just lost my phone last night.. that's like so god damn sad lahz.. it's my new phone!! sony ericsson w960i!!fuck man! gosh! i do not wish to talk about it again.....

04:14

there's alot of decisions that you have to make in life be it big or small. every decisions that you've made, it will somehow or rather affects your life big or small. right now, i'm faced with a rather big decision that i have to make. i'm afraid to make the wrong decision. my mum had made the decision for me, but i'm still afraid. afraid that i won't be able to adapt to the surroundings over there. i'm afraid that i will be homesick. i'm confuse now, and upset. i don't know what to do. i don't know how to react. any advice?

16:02

FUCK YOU EDWIN SOO MING CHUAN!

JUST BECAUSE I DID NOT SPEND TIME WITH YOU TONIGHT, YOU KPKB!

SAY WHAT I NEVER COMPROMISE! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?! YOU SAID YOU CAN'T TOLERATE THIS ANYMORE, THEN WHAT ABOUT ME?!

YOUR FUCKING EXPECTATION OF ME IS ALWAYS RISING! HOW THE HELL DO YOU THINK I CAN LIVE UP TO THAT? YOU THINK I'M A MUTHAFUCKIN' SUPERWOMAN?!

NOW I AM FUCKING TELLING YOU THAT I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR FUCKING EXPECTATION AND EXPECTING ME TO FUCKING LIVE UP TO IT! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! DO NOT TRY TO FUCKING STRETCH MY FUCKING LIMIT!

16:37

after diving!!! in my AX bikini and wetsuit just finish my lunch and waiting for the island tour which i've signed myself up for see the cute little fishes? the pale yellow thing is the half eaten apple i threw down to feed the fishes.. they must be super uber hungry.. on the boat to island touring!! the dark green patch is the corals!! the only triangle cave in the whole world

13:09

16:53

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Queen Sammi
Complicated with a touch of Simplicity