It's Sunday today. Another 1 and a half hour, it'll be Monday. I'm happy and sad at the same time. Hur hur.. Sounds confusing? Fret not! Cus I'm about to explain it all to you! =D
The long weekend has passed by so fast. I was home the whole day ALONE on Friday.
Saturday, the husband manage to come home for a few hours cus his vessel got delayed. So, we went back to my mum's place to fetch Zachery and the maid here (our own place). But before coming back home, we went to Parkway Parade to get some groceries and Zachery's daily necessities. Brought Zachery to Pastamania as the father wants to eat pasta, as usual, he ordered the Aglio Olio, which I don't think it's nice or special at all, can't seem to comprehend why he loves it so much. I ordered my Banana Dessert Pizza and Chocolate Mousse. I fed Zachery with some Chocolate Mousse and... He loves it! Kept asking for more. But as it was about time to feed him his dinner(bland porridge with loads of nutrition), I can't feed him more in case he don't want to eat his dinner. So, he was making loads of noise, and the maid brought him for a walk to quiet him down and to let the diners dine in peace.
Came back home, showered. As i lay on bed playing Plants VS Zombies on my iTouch, I fell asleep. Funnily enough, I didn't realise that I actually fell asleep until the maid woke me up asking me about some stuffs. And... I couldn't get back to sleep after that. So I woke up, did some homework, read my book, played my game... When I start to feel sleepy, I look at the time. It was OMFG 6.30a.m! And I'm not asleep yet! How amazing is that?! It's been years since I last 'tong4 meh2'.
It's Sunday now. I've got a long day tomorrow, starting with having to wake up at 8a.m. Heading to class at 10.45a.m (w/o breakfast) or 9 a.m (w/ breakfast). Jap class starting at 11.30a.m at Shaw Centre and will continue all the way to 5.15p.m. Going for dinner (not sure where), then I'm off to Spanish Class at Orchard Building from 7p.m to 9p.m. Well, it's totally okay for me to have the whole day mapped out. But the husband is not working tomorrow. And I don't have time for him.. -.-" Now he's complaining that I don't have time, when in the past, I am the one complaining. hehe...
*Never knew revenge taste so sweet (devilish grin)*

22:53

Today, hubby's not working technically. But he only reach home at about 11+am. And he's got another job at 9pm later. Actually we planned to go to the Navy Open House today. But hubby's tired and haven't got a good rest for a really long time till he's coughing like mad now due to not having enough rest. So, I suggested 'nua-ing' at home today. To be frank, I myself am quite tired too. What's with me so busy for the week and coming weeks. Hahas... So, he came home, had his lunch, bought lunch for me, and when I woke up, he went to sleep. He told me to wake him up at 3pm so that he can spend some time with me. But I choose not to. In fact, I did some housework when he's sleeping. And I finished reading the papers from cover to cover. =)

18:42

I've just reach home from a friend's chalet. It's his 21st birthday. And as usual, he got totally dead drunk. Why is it that people always get drunk on their birthdays? Can't they just stay sober? Or maybe it's cus that they are still young and still thinking of having fun and partying? But having fun and partying doesn't always need to get drunk, right?

Well, anyway, his party was kinda a letdown... People organised birthday parties with alot of people around and stayed till late or perhaps even stay the night. But his... His frens are so... (I can't think of a right word to describe them). They left like what... Half an hour after he cut the cake. And he's left with all the mess and six of us there to accompany him. I wanted to leave early too initially, but after seeing that so 'many' people choose to stay, I decided to stay too! See?! I'm so nice, I stayed tho' I was tired. He thought that I'm gonna stay through the night, but I can't and I won't. I hate staying at chalets. It's okay to go there to have fun and mingle around, but it's not fun to stay and have to help clean up the next morning. I hate cleaning up after people.

We were playing up/down and he just keep losing and drinking. And he offered go drink for me if I lose too, which is very frequent. And he got drunk on vodka and blamed us for drinking vodka when he's the one who took out the vodka and sprite. So there I am, sitting in one corner of the bed and sipping on my lemon barley. Can you believe it? I got heartburn from drinking too much lemon barley! Lols!

Enough of the birthday. I've got a long week this week. And I'm very happy with it tho' I'm very tired. It just makes me feel good... :D I'll be having an even longer week starting next week. What's with my nihongo class every afternoon, Spanish class every monday and Thursday, and marine insurance class every tue and fri..! :D I guess hubby's gonna complain that I got no time for him already. Hehe...

I guess I'll just end here. I really tired and sleepy already. Gonna go blow dry my hair and turn in for the night.

XOXO


04:22

Trying to change the design of my blog. But it all just doesn't seem to work. Ohh well, I might get someone else to do everything nicely for me. Though I'll have to pay for it, but at least I know that it will turn out nice and will be an original one. First, I must find someone who provides this kinda service and find out how much they charge. Perhaps, I can be a full-time blogger too! LOLS!

Today I went for my first ever Japanese Language Class at IKOMA. Lemme tell you guys, if you wanna learn Jap, IKOMA is the place to learn. The teacher is a native nihon jin and she's totally cute and funny! The first sentence that I learnt today is a form of self introduction. It goes like this, 'Hajimemashite. Watashi wa Sammi desu. Dozo yoroshiku.' It means, 'Nice to meet you. My name is Sammi. How do you do?' We were asked to practise that with our partner a.k.a the person sitting beside you. Angeline (yup, that's the name of the girl who's sitting beside me) and I were repeating it over and over again till we were both finding it really funny and was discussing about how funny it would sound if we were to say that in english over and over again. Hahas...!

Been having heartburn really frequently recently. I think it's cus Zacheria's getting bigger, thus pressing on my stomach, making it smaller and more gastric juice making their way up my esophagus, and causing me to have heartburn. I hate heartburns. It makes me feel so friggin' uncomfortable and unable to concentrate on anything at all. Urgh! I'm into my 5th bottle of Gaviscon for the past 6 months already. Hahas...! The company which produce Gaviscon sure do earn alot of my money. So does Elancyl. Been using their stretch  marks cream and toning scrub everyday. I'm onto my 3rd tube of stretch mark cream and 2nd tube of toning scrub for this pregnancy already.

Today's my mum's birthday. Marcus and I brought her out to Jumbo at East Coast to eat. We had loads of food, including crabs, xiang ba bang (don't know what's that called in english), kang kong, spinach and sweet and sour pork. I got her a mixer from Courts, but i forgot to bring out. FML... Well, I'll pass to her the next time I see her. My elder bro didn't join us, he said too far. What a filial son is he... Mum's birthday, he's not in camp, rather stay home to fuck his bimbo GF rather than come out and have a free dinner with mum. =) I feel so unlucky and ashamed that he is my brother. My mum called me few days back and said that he doesn't want to download fruit ninja (a game for iTouch and iPhone) for mum. Reason being, I have already paid for the game, why can't I give him my iTunes password so that he can download for mum for free. And guess how much is the game... It's.... USD$0.99! Convert that to SGD, it's only SGD$1.34. And he got the cheek to claim that his bank account doesn't have SGD$1.34. It's not that I wanna shame him here. But come on! You're 22, you don't even have SGD$1.34 in your bank account?! I believe that no matter how poor a person is, he/she will have this amount for their bank balance. -.-" Anyway, when he gave that excuse, my mum shoot him back saying she will return him SGD$2 if he download the game for her. And... Yup, he still refuse to. Which 22 yr old guy with a GF, will still ask his mummy for money all the time and when she doesn't, he complains that she's not been giving him money. And not only take money from mummy, he also take money from daddy. ALL THE TIME. How not to be ashamed to have this kinda brother when I am giving mummy money and lending daddy money?!

Okay! Enough of complaining. I gotta go mug abit for tomorrow's evening Maritime Law exam and memorize tomorrow's Jap Class spelling. I love it when I'm this busy with endless stuffs to do rather than sitting around doing nothing. =)

00:27

00:43

Went to Orchard Building, Asian Skin Solution, for Cosmolight therapy treatment today. I planned to take a train there, but it was raining. So ended up taking a cab there instead. It's located in the office building. The service was good and I signed a package... Thus, now I am very poor le.. *sob sob* How I got to know about this anesthetic clinic? It's thru REEBONZ.com! They got amazing offers on all the time. Gucci, Prada, all the big names etc... The price there is amazing. But there's a catch, it only last for one day to three days, so you will have to act fast in order to get all these amazing deals. Trust me!

Hubby went to work this morning, late morning in fact, so I'm not complaining. At least he manage to sleep with me last night. =) I am contented already. It's Friday today. I'm not outside, and here I am.. Nua-ing at home.. hahas..! How is it possible that they don't have nice shows on TV on Friday night? I thought they should broadcast something nice for people who are staying in and planning to spend the night in front of the TV like yours truly.. *ahem*

I went to sign up for my Spanish Language class today also.. It's also located at Orchard Building. Class is on every Mon and Thur, 7pm-9pm. My Maritime Studies' class is on every Tue and Fri, so it doesn't clash. Just that almost everynight I'll be in town except for Wed.. OMFG! That means I'm gonna miss the 9pm show too! SHIT! Why didn't I thought of that?! NVM... HRUMP.. There's always xinmsn.com! HAH!

This post is so random... lols.. I'm still trying to figure out how to link my facebook and twitter to my blog.. hahas..! I suck at this! :D


23:51

Tell me, who spend the eve of their birthdays alone, birthday itself quarreling and end of birthday alone? I have the darn answer and the answer is... *drum rolls* ME! =)

19:25

An unhappy birthday this year. Which is not a surprise to me at all. Just like any other year, we quarreled again. You know what, I should have just went ahead to class and not spend time with you, let you go find your own program and such. I am so disappointed in you. In the supermarket, you asked me to finish my chocolates and tidbits fast. I am the only one at home, you are the one who choose to buy so much, I am the only one eating it and the fridge is full of it. How the fuck do you expect me to finish it all when you keep buying and I can't possibly keep eating right?! Use your brain can?


18:34

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to me... ~~~

Happy Birthday to me

It's my actual 21st birthday today. And I am spending it alone at home. How EMO is that? hahas.. I realise that for the past few months, my days are usually spent alone... I dine alone, I shop alone, I hang out at home alone. Everything's being done alone. How pathetic is that? My friends tells me that they envy my life, don't have to work, yet can buy everything i want. They said that if they have a life like mine, they would be contented. I told them, No, you won't be contented. Cus you have to be alone most of the time, cus your bf/hubby will be so busy with work to spend time with you and you guys will have alot of quarrels just cus he got no time for you and your kids. Yes, you may be rich, you may have everything you want, but, is it worth it to give up your social life for it? you have friends, but they are all busy working/studying and can't accompany you all the time. when you are upset, no one has the time to listen to you, you have no one to talk/turn to. Is that the life you want? They all replied me firmly with a yes. I always said, well, when that day do come, we shall see den... hahas...

I mean, come on! It's my 21st birthday today, I have not receive a single birthday SMS from my 'friends'. Yes, a few have wished me on facebook, but those that wished me are not really closed friends of mine. 'Friends' that I cared about, didn't bother turning up at my party last weekend. 'Friends' that are not closed and I don't cared about, turned up, and these are the people that I drink with. Those that didn't turn up are those that i tell my problems to. Mui Ling aka Georgina, was really nice, she's one whom I tell my problems to, she's prepared to come down all the way to Sentosa just to celebrate with me. JunYing is also nice, tho' she just a girl that I've came to know recently and been doing my nails for quite a while.

Well, anyway, this post is suppose to be pathetic birthday.. hahas.. Here I am, sitting infront of my desktop, looking around me, I realise that I have everything. But, there's still the feeling of loneliness inside me. I look at my bed, and I realise that I've been sleeping in it alone most of the night. I lie in bed at night thinking about my life. I don't want this kind of ALONE life, I want my husband to be around me when I need him, I want to share with him all the interesting things that I saw when I am outside walking around, I want to be able to have at least 3 meals with him in a week. Is that too much to ask for? hah... In fact, I am actually thinking of doing up a calender, making a mark on those days he is able to come home and sleep with me from the time i sleep till the time i wakes up. So far, the only time he does that was yesterday, 10 May 2010. I am happy about that. See, it's not that I am not an easily contented person, I am!

Alright, I shall not whine so much on my birthday... hahas... Again, Happy Birthday to me..!

00:19

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Queen Sammi
Complicated with a touch of Simplicity