27 July 2009
it's been a while since i last blog.. there's nothing much to blog about actually.. my exciting and fun-loving life has become mundane and 'homey'.. been staying at home all these while.. going out only when necessary.. i.e: buying baby stuffs, cutting hair, topping up on grocery.. i feel like an auntie only that i dun look like one.. i don't know whether is it me or wad, but it seems that people around me are complaining that they are fat! c'me on! you're complaining to a once size zero girl that you're fat when she's tipping the scales?! aren't you trying to compare with me or wad?! whenever i hear people saying that they are fat, i can't help but compare myself to them! i am weighing at over 60kg right now! my tighs are fat! i can't even wear my skinny anymore! no. strike that out. i can't even wear my pants that i considered loose in the past now! i have this adidas berms that i seldom wear cus it was too loose in the past. right now, when i wear it, i can button it up, but it feels damn fucking tight! the button pop out too! total demoralise by it! i know i am pregnant now and that putting on weight is nan mian de.. but for the past 2 weeks, i only had 1 and a half meal a day. yet, i still put on the normal weight that i should put on if i eat 3 full meals a day. seriously, i have no idea why i can put on so much weight when i don't eat much at all! it's like... totally sianz lahz! 23:30