listen up dude! i am the one who dumped you. you are the one begging me to take you back. what stand are you in to talk terms with me? i should be the one stating the terms and condition. not you. you are in no rights to talk terms with me at all. you want me to change den you will come back to me. for godamnsake, i should be the one asking you to change den i'll take you back. not the other way round. since you insist that i change, den we'll be back together and thus you returning me that SGD$9500. sorry, no way!

i've tried to be nice to you by asking you to return me in installments instead of one lump sum already. why the hell won't you do that? you want me to change, why don't you change first? you want me to go back to you, why don't you just jolly well, agree and abide by that 10 terms that i set you. FYI, i'm not your puppet.

Solution:
1) Pay me back SGD$9500 in installments and we will have nothing to do with each other anymore.

2) Give me back that SGD$9500 in one lump sum and i'll go back to you with the changes that you demand me to on 18th August 2008.

3) Give me back that SGD$9500 in one lump sum and i'll go back to you with the changes that you demand me to make before 18th August.

there's no way that you can convince me to make me go back to you without giving me back what you owe me first.

so your preferred solution is which one?

i am not the type of girl that you are looking for. why don't you just give me up and go out there and look for your type of girl. all you want is a traditional girl, not me, this kind of modern girl. why must you insist on holding me down? only when i've changed, you're happy. but den again, you did not appreciate me. how can you assure me that you will appreciate and cherish me when i change? i've never been happy with you, if you really love me, you would return me that SGD$9500 and just leave me and move on with your own life! not tie me down with commitments and responsibilities! you are the one who wants to get married young, not me!

16:55

i may well not be going to Brisbane for my studies le. i have decided not to continue with this crazy relationship anymore lest you guys have to visit me in IMH.

what i sought after in a relationship is not all the material things that i can get from you. but the support i can get from you and all those needed and long awaited care and concern. neither a dash too much mor a dash too little. whatever you are not happy with me, i did change, but you must appreciate me and compliment me. you can't just be happy with that and move on trying to change my other flaws. which human being have no flaws? i am a human being, not a robot that you are trying to build to perfection. what you need is not a kind of girl that is me, but a girl who is like your mother. i did dream of being your wife, being the perfect wife when we get married. but right now, i am neither your wife nor your gf. so please respect my decision and move on with your life. perhaps few years down the road, something will change both of us and we will go back to each other again. but for now, i just want to clear my mind lest i really go crazy.

you can't demand me to change overnight when i have never ever demand you to change overnight. to be frank, i am not happy with you again. thinking back at the days when we are together, i find myself really foolish. i will not make the same mistake anymore. this time round, i will follow my heart. nobody can control how the heart feels and wad the heart tells us to do.

thank you for letting me step into your life and let me experience the high-end life that i probably will not enjoy for the rest of my life. please let all just be well and move on with each other's life.

16:47

I AM GOING CRAZY!

16:36

i have never liked talking after my grand dad passed away.. but communication has always been an important part in our life between human relations.

i've always choose to be a listener rather den a talker. i can never hold a conversation well. sometimes, i'm too straight-forward, and the words that i used are just too hurting. sometimes, i have hurt people around me with my words, with me not being tactful enough, with me not being able to express wad i feels exactly. i have no idea how to put feelings into words and i have no idea how to express wad i feel exactly. sometime, talking is quite difficult for me. i would rather write down rather den talk things out. i would rather email the other party rather den talk it out face to face.

well, i'm just me.

14:58

I strongly believes that everything must go 2-ways. just like a traffic. just like the sun and the moon. for a relationship to work successfully, everything must go 2-ways also.

treat unto others what you want others to treat unto you. familiar?

let me tell you one story. it's about this guy by the name of Edwin Soo and Michelle. this story is about a very, very failed relationship.

Edwin and Michelle started off as frens. they ended up together because they were both heart-broken by their ex gf and bf respectively, and were having this stupid idea of helping each other to get out of the depression period. so they ended up together.

Edwin is demanding, controlling and wants face alot. Michelle has no lack of guys around her and she enjoys the attention that she got. Edwin can't stand Michelle hanging out with guys all the times, and always pick a quarrel with Michelle just because she hangs out with guys alot. Edwin is rich and he loves to use money to bribe Michelle to make promises.

the difference between Michelle and Edwin is that Michelle used to be a wild party girl and Edwin is an old man tho' he's only 20, he behaves like a 40. After they got together, Michelle let Edwin knows most of her frens and family members. whereas, Edwin doesn't let Michelle knows his family members or frens. When Edwin could not reach Michelle, he would call her cousin, Louis. Michelle thought that Louis would cover up for her when she's not home. BUT, one fine day, Louis changed. instead of becoming Michelle's fren, he became Edwin's fren. Louis BETRAYED Michelle. how bad is that when she's the one facing Louis everyday? How could she trust him again?

Edwin just want Michelle to stay home everyday and not contact any guys and not hang out with any guys. Michelle doesn't like being controlled. But Edwin loves controlling. Michelle changed herself for Edwin, but when she asked Edwin to change for her, he agreed BUT, he did not take any actions to change for her! Seeing Edwin not changing, not sticking to his promises, she was pissed off with him and slowly, she changed her ways of treating him too. Not changing, not sticking to promises. Honestly, it's alright, am i right? Since he did not uphold his words, it's alright for Michelle to not uphold to her words too right?

Since day 1 that they have been together, they had been quarrelling. Mental concern is so much more better than Materials concern. Would you exchange Branded goods to Mental concern? Would you rather you get Branded goods and mental stress and lead an unhappy life to not getting branded goods, having mentally cared for and lead a happy life. Which would you prefer?

Edwin wants Michelle to make him happy. Agreeing to everything he says and doing everything that he said. But he did not do things that Michelle wants him to do, even if he did, he took a really long time. Edwin controlled her till she has no space for breathing whereas, she did not control Edwin at all.

so tell me, is this a 1 way relationship or 2 way?

12:19

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Queen Sammi
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