East Coast Park + Raining + Fishing + Skating + Caught in the rain = FUN!

23:10

I have absolutely no idea why i tends to give people the wrong impression. is it cus of the way i do things or is it cus of the way i speak...? :s

to be frank, i haven been eating well, resting well or even well recently.. been facing alot of problems and i'm solving them tactfully, i hope, myself without asking for opinions..

well, i wanna pierce my tongue later in the day.. i'm damn fucking sure of it right now.. i guess it's just a way of me trying to get another piercing on my body for the problems that i've overcame.. another phase that i'm going thru..

if i were to die tomorrow, counting the piercings that i have would have tell you alot.. perhaps not alot when you don't know me well or know me long enough. i guess it's just me to use bodily pain/hurt to mark a passing phase of my life. till this point, i've got 8 piercings on my ears and 1 on my naval. plus my tongue, i'd have got 10.. yes!!! 10!!!finally i have got 10!!!

every piercing of mine tells a story.. don't ask me what story it tells cus it doesn't matter.. even my tattoo tells a story too!

i am so angry now!!! it's like everything i do is wrong and everything is my fault! fine! i don't need you to put any hopes on me anymore! think about it, i went against my parents to be with you, after 2 months, you went for the stupid OBO, things happen at both my side and yours! it's not just me that had changed, you had changed too! you became more obsessive and controlling and EGOISTIC!!! you expect me to stay home after work and just sit there dumbly and wait for your call! you expect me to pick up your call everytime, go home early just so that you can talk to me! what about me?! don't i need time to spend with me frens too?! don't i have a right to?! my life doesn't revolve around just you! you claiim that i only think for myself.. what about you?! aren't you doing the same thing too?! it's the pot calling the kettle black!

05:17

Once I had a heart of stone

For it had surley lost its home

It could not love or wanted too

But in my life, then came you.

The stones began to fall away

As happiness began to fill my day

A feeling so sweet and special too

Could this be love, I pray is true.

My heart now sings a song of love

For I know that it was sent from above

My heart is warm, there is no cold

Hard no more, but with wings of gold.

It soars above the sky so high

Sometimes I think of why and cry

My heart now sings a loving song

For the part of me I thought was gone.

The gift that you have given me

Is so important, can't you see

No more sadness or being alone

For now my heart returns to home.


05:01

is love such a special thing? can love be a strength? why is it that when you're in love, you will feel at peace when you're with that special one, even when you both are keeping quiet and not talking? is there really love? i feel that love is just a certain phase of time that you spent with that special person and feel special. after that phase, it become a habit. why is there marriages? is it cus of love or habit or just pure commitment?

can anybody answer my questions?

05:33

i am tired. everything i do is wrong. i am not allowed to go out in a group, one to one as long as the human being that i am with has a penis and two testicles. i am really tired. does my life have to be like all work and no play? does i have to be home whenever i'm not working? isn't that like no life? i am only 19! i still have umpteen time to play before i begin to settle down! i believfe in wark hard, play hard! not just work hard! i need to relax too!

tonight's halloween night.. last year i spent in a club, this year, i spent drinking coffee at coffeeshop... and it's wrong?! i can jolly well go club and drink till drunk, but i didn't!

05:41

Bienvenida! Hi, this is a blog regarding my life. If you ain't happy with what you're seeing, Please feel free to click on the 'x' button at the top right hand corner of your screen. And please refrain from dissing. Other than these, Please enjoy your stay here! =)

Queen Sammi
Complicated with a touch of Simplicity