You used to be able to make me stop crying. You used to run after mr
when I run away. You used to apologize when you made a mistake. You
used to hug me whenever you can so that people don't come to me. You
used to hold me tight whenever I pushed you away with all my strength.
What happened now?
I don't know when did you stop running after me when I run away. I
don't know when you stop trying to soothe me. I don't know when I
start apologizing for the mistakes that you made. I don't know when
you don't even care whether I cry anot. I don't know when you stop
hugging me. I don't know when you stop holding me.
I don't know when all these start happening. I don't know when my
tears start flowing non-stop. I don't know when you stop bothering. In
fact, I don't know anything anymore.
It's like everything I did and change doesn't seem to get your
attention anymore. I am tired. I am upset. I am disappointed. I don't
know what to do anymore. I can't control me tears.
I don't know what to do to please you anymore. Everything I did, I
have you in mind. But... What about you? It's just work in your mind.
You don't care about me anymore.
Baby, I am really tired le. Please give me a break. Please tell me
what do you want from me. I've tried my very best already.
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