12 August 2010
Comparing the first labor and the second labor
He was here for me for all the things that I have to go through for the first one. But he wasn't here for all the things that I have to go through for this second labor.- He was here for me when the midwife have to put in the IV Drip for me for the first time, but he wasn't here the second time.
- He was here when I had my epidural, but he wasn't here the second time.
- He was here holding my hand when the doctor stitches me up, but he wasn't the second time.
- He was here for me since I got into the hospital ALL the time till I was discharge the first time, but he wasn't here for me ALL the time the second time.
I was transferred to the 2-bedded ward after the first delivery and he stayed with me through-out no matter what the nurses said! He stayed beside me, got chased out, so he stayed in the corridor, got chased out again, went down to the first floor and slept on the sofa till the guard woke him up at 0830hrs, than he came up to stay with me. For this second delivery, again, I was transferred to the 2-bedded ward after delivery, and after settling me there, he told me that he's going home to sleep since he can't stay. The first one, no matter how much I told him to go home and rest, he just refused. Now he said he wanna go home himself. I was too tired to argue with him, so I just let him be.
The next morning, he did not come at all. No calls, no sms, nothing! If this happened to you, won't you be pissed? He called me at 10+am and said he's coming, on his way in fact. I called him at 12+ noon and asked where he is, why said on the way at 10+ am, till now haven't reached, he said he's having lunch with his colleague. I was damn pissed and he still got the cheek to ask me why the fuck I'm so pissed.
Strike all the previous text out. I tried telling him how I feel about the whole thing and he ends up having excuses for everything as I expect. Ohh well, who ask me to know him so well to be able to read him like a book... And who ask me to love this man who can come up with ridiculous reasons for all his actions. And who ask him to dote on me so much that I can easily forgive him on most of the things that he had done.
Strike all the previous text out. I tried telling him how I feel about the whole thing and he ends up having excuses for everything as I expect. Ohh well, who ask me to know him so well to be able to read him like a book... And who ask me to love this man who can come up with ridiculous reasons for all his actions. And who ask him to dote on me so much that I can easily forgive him on most of the things that he had done.
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