How 'cool' is that? Awesome! Isn't it? hahas....

My days are already spent alone, so is the same for my birthday and most of the 'festive' days. How wonderful! I can be named Lady EMO liaoz..! hahahas....

Deep inside me, I feel that I am a really sad geek. Spending my days alone, doing things alone, everything also alone. No-one to talk to. Ahhh... Friends.... I have a lot. But... True Friends....? I don't think i have at least 3... Sad, isn't it?

Even my dad, my own dad, didn't bother wishing me a happy birthday. He called me this morning when I'm still asleep, I was surprise that he called, perhaps is to wish me a happy birthday, but.... NO! He called to complain about the trouble my younger brother got into at school... -.-' How sweet of him.. I'm totally 'touched'... hahas... Wonderful eh... My own family members... None of them wished me a Happy Birthday except for my mum and my hubby. The elder one called me earlier on, I tot he's gonna wished me a Happy Birthday, instead he called just to ask whether I am going home or not, just so he can bring his gf over. My younger bro, even more power..! Give me a whole load of trouble to settle for him on my 21st fucking birthday.

Whose family members can be as bad as mine? So, appreciate what they are doing/did for you. Appreciate them. You'll never know when they are gonna leave this world. Life is unpredictable.

Dear Lord above, I am grateful for such 'wonderful and awesome' brothers and father. Please keep them coming. Thank you. Amen