23 April 2010
you know... for the first time in my life, i'm actually stumped for words.. i know that i'm in the wrong after thinking through the whole incident and putting myself in your shoes. i called without the intention of quarreling with you. for the first time in my life, i feel worried for you, i feel scared. yet, when you chose to pick up that call which I've been trying to get through to you, i am stumped for words. i want to apologize, i want to explain and make you understand and less pissed, but it just got stuck.. for the first time, i truly can't find any words to say to you which will make you feel better. well, i know now that whatever i say, you will only get more angry and nothing will go through your head.. i just hope that when you've cooled down, you'll gimme a call or something.. 17:43