09 April 2010
Miscommunication or misunderstanding?
There's so much I wanna tell you. About how I feel, what I want and what I think. But whenever I Touch on this topic, you always manage to get agitated and angry. I don't know why... You said I am ruining this relationship. But may I ask, in what way am I ruining it? You think that a marriage is a sacred thing, I don't. But that doesn't mean that I do not want to work out this marriage, to make it last forever..! Baby, I am really exploding soon, I am sick of keeping every known feelings and wants and thoughts to myself. Perhaps that's why I turn to the Internet, facebook and Twitter to release it. To keep myself sane.
I am really very tired already. You said you like talking things out with me in a calm way, but you're not calm when it comes to me talking about my emotions. I don't know whether is it just you or is it the same with all guys. Whenever we manage to talk calmly, it's always you who's talking and me listening. When you've finish your piece, the whole conversation will end. I do not know whether continuing trying to change myself to the kind you always like will be better or just go back to my old ways would be better. In fact, I don't know anything anymore.
Is it misunderstandings between us or I have kept quiet for too long that has caused miscommunication between us?05:18