12 May 2009
my birthday has just passed... spent half of the day at home... and the rest of the day outside... started my day by having a fight with that useless and lazy cousin.. followed by ruining my own make-up and spoiling my own day.. den went to suntec.. with bro and marcus.. went to eat korean food... play arcade... eat kenny rogers... and while at kenny rogers, i was concentrating on an intriguing conversation between two guys.. and i told marcus about it.. and he got jealous about it.. claimed that i was concentrating on them the whole time i'm eating, which is so not true.. i'm concentrating on my food which is totally normal.. just a passing remark that one of the guy just ORDed.. and he got pissed... which i totally don't understand why and see no logic to it.. if he were the one looking at a certain girl and made remarks about her, i won't get angry and in fact, i will just make comments about her and look at her together.. c'me on lahz!!! it's their conversation that i am always making remarks about lehx.. not the guy lehx... since you want to get jealous over this small thing, i also got nothing to say.. it's my birthday. what makes you think that i want to celebrate with your frens? you think i don't want to celebrate with my frens mehx? you think i know your frens very well mehx? you think i clique with them mehx? you think i don't even want to celebrate my birthday at all mehx? i am helping you save money lorx... i keep it to myself for wad? just so i want you to feel better and think that i really don't want to celebrate! for wad i think so much for you? change so much for you? for myself arhz? or to make you feel better? fuck it lahz.. i say so much also no use.. you also won't change! everything is forever my fault.. i keep quiet, never make a big fuss, also my fault.. keep my temper in check also my fault.. choose not to talk to you in case i throw my temper at you also my fault.. everything is my fault.. you've got no fault at all!00:42