22 April 2009
I am so Pissed off!!! you are the one who ask me to keep the baby. i tolerate everything instead of showing how unhappy i am. i change for you. yet, just cus i wanto go see movie with my fren, something you've watched, you are angry. you said you are jealous. but this word 'jealous' doesn't give you a right to talk to me in that kind of tone! you can throw temper at me, nothing wrong with that. i throw temper at you, everything's wrong with that. i tolerate and tolerate... end up...??? you only say i've turned back to my old ways! FYI, if i were to turn back to my old ways, i would have kicked up a fuss instead of just keep quiet! FYI, if i were to turn back to my old ways, i would have screamed my head off at you instead of talking to you in an even tone! yea lahz yea lahz!!! everything also my fault! i keep quiet one side to avoid quarrel, my fault. i throw temper, my fault. i tolerate, my fault! not getting married, my fault. not in good terms with your dearest mummy, my fault. everything that goes wrong in this relationship is my fault. why don't you just stop whatever you're doing, think back again, is it really everything my fault? it takes 2 hands to clap. there's 2 side to a coin. look at your left hand, if it doesn't co-operate with your right hand, you can't clap. if there's only 1 side to a coin, it won't be a legitimate coin, you can't use it. there's always 2 or more sides to a story, it all depends on how you look at it. it takes 2 person to work out a relationship. if you insist that i must give in to you most of the time, i'm telling you right now that i can't! i always tell you that i will not rub your EGO, i will not purposely go out of my way to make you happy. and i believe that i have told you that i am just tolerating for now.. see whether i will get used to tolerating anot. you thought i have 'changed' for you. but guess what?! NO! one's character cannot be changed, it's all about how you go and compromise with each other. i've already said so much... to think or not to think, it's all up to you! i can't be bothered anymore. if you think that i have changed to my old self, you can just let go. I CAN'T BE BOTHERED ANYMORE!00:35