01 November 2008
i am tired. everything i do is wrong. i am not allowed to go out in a group, one to one as long as the human being that i am with has a penis and two testicles. i am really tired. does my life have to be like all work and no play? does i have to be home whenever i'm not working? isn't that like no life? i am only 19! i still have umpteen time to play before i begin to settle down! i believfe in wark hard, play hard! not just work hard! i need to relax too! tonight's halloween night.. last year i spent in a club, this year, i spent drinking coffee at coffeeshop... and it's wrong?! i can jolly well go club and drink till drunk, but i didn't!05:41