19 July 2008
i have never liked talking after my grand dad passed away.. but communication has always been an important part in our life between human relations. i've always choose to be a listener rather den a talker. i can never hold a conversation well. sometimes, i'm too straight-forward, and the words that i used are just too hurting. sometimes, i have hurt people around me with my words, with me not being tactful enough, with me not being able to express wad i feels exactly. i have no idea how to put feelings into words and i have no idea how to express wad i feel exactly. sometime, talking is quite difficult for me. i would rather write down rather den talk things out. i would rather email the other party rather den talk it out face to face. well, i'm just me.14:58