15 June 2008
my elder brother is finally in army.. i feel happy yet sad at the same time. it's like nobody is here to bicker with me anymore or rush to use the toilet or com anymore.. life is like so boring without him.. clubbing is no longer much fun without him and i miss him alot... really!
i am so disappointed with my mum. she has insulted my friend.. right now, i have no idea how to face her or my friend anymore.. this friend of mine is a really special and close friend. i do not deny that i have feelings for him, but still.. even if i do not have feelings for him, i would be disappointed with my mum too..
am going to bintan later.. have to be at the ferry terminal at about 10 am.. it's already 4.19am now. i have no idea how am i suppose to wake up tml or why am i still not tired.. my sister a.k.a kailin celebrated her birthday just now at acoustic, boat quay. didn't want to go down, but she called me and requested for me to go down.. i do not want and wish to reject her.. not because it's her birthday, but because i dote on her alot.. whatever she request me to do or want me to do, i will do my utmost to give her what she wants.. plus she is one of the few girlfriends that i know..
will update once again when i'm in bintan as i've decided to bring my laptop along with me.. hahas.. will post all most of the photos promptly when i'm back.. hahas.. i'm so going to try wakeboarding and all the watersports that they have there.. hahas... yes,i know i've just been there recently... but it's fun! i do miss my friend like terribly, but i've got no means of contacting him as i've just lost my phone last night.. that's like so god damn sad lahz.. it's my new phone!! sony ericsson w960i!!fuck man! gosh! i do not wish to talk about it again.....04:14