11 April 2008
My tears were rolling down silentlyas you turned on your back
and walk away from me,
out of my life and me.
Though there's a deep hatred
inside me, I know that
I can never be mad at you
when I see you.
The smell of your cigarette
lingers on as you walk
further and further away from me.
I know that I will not be able to
see you once again in the near future
I am sorry for the things I've done,
I'm sorry for the hurt that I've caused you.
I am sorry for everything that had happened.
I know that I will do my utmost
to win you back.
But I'm not sure whether you will turn
your back on me once again.
I cannot withstand another hurt inside me anymore.
I can't afford to take any risk.
I've decided to move on and forget you.
It hurts me badly to make this decision.
Once again, you stepped into my life again.
You have helped to ease the pain inside me.
I simply Love You.
14:13