21 February 2008
you are so possesive. you are so demanding. you are so curious. you are turning into someone who i cannot live with anymore. i can't stand the way you continue doing things that i dislike and doing things that i hate. you are not telling me anything, leaving me hanging there. though i'm as curious as you, i gave you time. i gave you time to work your problems out and tell me when you are done. i gave you time to cool down and talk to me again when you are done. i'm zero-retarded tolerance de. but i've put up with all your nonsensical nonsenses. i've put with all your retardedness you display. yes, i know you are trying to cheer me up, trying to help me solve my problems. i'm grateful for it. but i'm just like you, i don't wanto burden other people about my own personal stuffs. there's nothing wrong with that, yet we are always quarreling over these kind of stuffs. which is so unhealthy. i'm getting really sick of see-ing you, hanging around me all the time. get a life! stop being so possesive. yes, in the past you wasn't so possesive. in the past i also don't need so much freedom arhz.. but now, i'm grown up, i have my own circle of frens that i hang out with. I AM NOT OBLIGATED TO HANG AROUND YOU ALL THE TIME. NEITHER AM I OBLIGATED TO ALLOW YOU TO STICK TO ME ALL THE TIME. i need my space to do the things i like. you DO NOT have any reason to control what i do and what i don't. you DO NOT have the qualifications to actually control me also! so what if i drink alot? so what if i intend to hurt myself? so what if i ended up in hospital? does it even concerns you? even if i die, you also can't do anything isn't it? i am me. i need FREEDOM. it's my life. i choose how i want to live it. you have totally NO rights to control me. P.S: not referring to anyone right here. just my thoughts and feeling.14:30