27 February 2008
mummy, i'm really sorry for putting tattoo without asking you. i don't mean to hurt you and make you cry. when i was considering putting a tattoo. i know you would be upset, but i didn't realise that i would hurt you so much. so much that you ran away from me crying. i know this hurt.. but i did not realise it hurt so much for you. it just hurts on my skin but it hurts on your heart. i'm sorry mum. i'm really sorry. while writing this, i;m crying. i just hope that you wouldn't be too angry with me. i will go away for a few days, to let you cool down. i hope you will go to bro's birthday bbq. cus if before then i don't have a chance to sit down and talk to you nicely, that will be a chance for me and you to do so. i have my reasons to put a tattoo also. after so many years, i'm really tired and i know i can't break down. having this tattoo really means alot to me. it will reminds me of how i've overcame so much and become a stronger person. i really hope you will understand. i love you mum. and please don't be angry with me... I LOVE YOU MUM
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