21 February 2008
i don't know why are you angry with me. i only know that i wasn't drunk last night. yes, i didn come home late. you did say that you will wait for me to be home before sleeping. but when i'm home, you have already slept. i don't know what else you want me to do. you don't want me to drink so much. i already ddn't drink so much. i was feeling low and i was feeling frustrated. but yet, you did not wanto leave me alone. what more do you want me to do when i'm feeling frustrated? i can't go skate at night. you do not allow me to go anywhere alone. i'm not even allowed to go out with my frens. it's like so WTF! when you are around my place or around me, i tried my very best to refrain from meeting my frens. for who am i doing that? for who exactly?! i don't like you to put tattoo, but den you just went ahead to put. i don't know what else can i do. i'm like so fucking frustrated already. since you said there's a limit to your patience, den i just assume that you have reach your limit le lorx. den so be it lahz.. just fucking break up lahz! i don't give a damn. so now that i've seen that new tattoo. i don't feel that it's nice or what. in fact, it's quite ugly and difficult to digest. i don't want you sleeping on my bed tonight. i don't want you to dirty my bed. so just sleef on the floor with the mattress. i'm so pissed off with you. i don't know what's wrong or what. then, ou jsut throw your fucking temper at me. it's like really, so WTF!18:21