22 February 2008
first of all, the qualifications i was talking about in my previous entry wasn't the paper qualifications. it was meant to be like some sort of rights that you assumed that you have. so what if i hang out with guys all the time? i'm already so 'boy' le.. and out of 100 of my frens, i dare say that there's like 90 of them are guys. so what? am i suppose to actually hang out with that 10 girls ONLY? NO WAY DUDE! my life will be like so boring and doing girlie stuffs which i hate! i like my life to be exciting. i like the feeling of don't know what's coming up next. i don't like to do mundane stuffs like doing what i always do in everyday. i.e: repeating what i do. that also means that i don't like to repeat my words. i DID NOT control you. if i did, i would have read your sms-es and screen thru your calls. if you DO NOT trust me, den for what do you want to continue this RELATIONSHIP? there's no point isn't it? Look, i'm also a human being. i DO NOT like to REPEAT myself. I NEED MY FREEDOM! I NEED TO BE ALLOWED TO DO EVERYTHING THAT I LIKE AND LOVE. yes, it's true that if it's not for you, i would not have discover more joy to living. i know that being in a RELATIONSHIP, we have to compromise. but think again, have i ever NOT compromise to the things that you like to do or how you carry yourself? i allowed you to do everything that you like, have i ever said NO to you to the things that you like? NO! NEVER! think about it again, i'm not sure whether i want to go to your BRO'S wedding with you. i don't even know what's going to happen to us. so if you want to end it, PLEASE go ahead! i wouldn't mind neither would i give a damn about it. i'll be real cool and end it if you does.11:58