20 January 2008
Chinese New Year is 'round the corner and yet i have not buy all my clothes.. this is really like so crap.. and yes, i know i've said alot of crappy stuffs.. but ohh well.. hahas.. this year, i really have no idea what to buy for CNY.. last year, i gave myself this theme, lady dressing.. but this year, i want goth dressing, but my mum don't allow.. so yahz.. and everything is black, with those accessories and black make-up.. *imagining myself in that kind of dressing on CNY...* muahahaha!!!! this is like so crap!!! i'm like distant-ing myself from everybody, and talking to nobody. crawling back to the shell that i built myself in the past. is this what i can do right now? is this the right choice? sigh... i really don't know what to do anymore. i'm lost, confuse and confuse.23:17