30 December 2007
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i don't know why you are doing the things that you do. but it really hurts. i don't know why you lied.. i don't know why you are still doing stuffs that will hurt me though we are no longer together.. is it really so fun? do you mean the things that you told me the other day? do you even meant it a little? i don't care if you lied to me or what. but i mind alot that you lent her my sun-glasses. you told me you like it.. is it cause she likes it?
I HATE YOU!!!
I HATE HER!!!
i don't know how to express myself anymore.. i thought i had bring myself back together again.. i knew i did it.. but.... why??? why do you still want to mess up my life again? finally i've pulled myself up.. finally, i've stopped hurting myself.. finally i'm opening up.. but why??? why??? why must you be the one who hurts me?????????
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