25 December 2007
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IT'S CHRISTMAS!!! First of all, i wanto wish everyone who read my blog a very MERRY CHRISTMAS . Secondly, i wanto let everyone who read my blog know that i had alot of fun last night and that i really enjoyed myself. so don't worry about it. i won't get drunk cause of upset over a guy le. i will only get drunk happily!! Thirdly, i want to be proud of myself and pat myself in the back cause i didn't get drunk last night though i was really happy. hahas.. i mix beer with vodka with martell. and i'm not drunk!! went to dragonfly, mos then double C. was so happy lahz!! hug everyone i know and wish them a really merry christmas. but then again, i say my girl fren crying.. which dampens my mood a little. i think she had a quarrel with her bf or what. she was sitting outside double c crying.. and i really hate that feeling whereby i can't do anything to comfort her. her tears are just streaming down her cheeks, and i feel so helpless. well.. did talk to my regular customer about some stuffs. and came to a decision. i have already decided to forget you and move on with life. this is like so great. like i've let go of a really heavy baggage and now i'm feeling so much better. ohh well.. if you are reading this, don't think that you are a heavy baggage for me as i don't mind. but the thing is you are playing some sort of patience game and you are twirling me around your fingers and i don't like it. i don't like this kind of game. just like that guy at dragonfly, keep looking into my eye and made some moves trying to make me think that he's coming over to pick me up when his gf is just right beside him. and that i'm playing a game with him. turning him round and round my fingers. keeping the eye contact for not too long and yet not too short to make him think that i'm checking him out and with a little curve at the end of my mouth to make him think that i'm actually smiling at him. when he's about to smile back, i turned away. and YES!!! that is really very fun!! i love this kind of feeling. the "i'm on a winning side" kind of feeling. but i don't like the "i'm on the losing end" kind of feeling. you get what i mean? ohh well.... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!11:50