23 December 2007
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i do realise that when people are being treated really nice, they don't realise it until the other partner lose control, lose patience to treat his/her partner nice in return. and when that happens, the 'victim' just go on a binge drinking session, go into "EMO" mood. but then, think about it. i'm also like this in the past. it's only when i've lose someone that i truely, deeply love den i realise that i'm this way. i may tell others that i've been thru this been thru that. and we will always be doing the same thing be it we realise it or not. humans are this way. conciously, they may know that doing certain things are wrong. but subconciously they are doing the 'wrong' thing. settling the problem with the wrong method. it just happens this way. i have no idea why. and i do realise that it's my mistake to let that person who i love go. but i guess it's too late for me to say it now. well.. if that person happens to be you, do drop me a msg if it's not too late for me to pick up the pieces. i'm sorry for the things i've done, i'm sorry for the words that i've said, i'm sorry for quarreling with you on every aspect. do text me if you accept all these apologies. and i still love you baby.12:34