16 December 2007
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what i meant in my previous entry is that i'll forget you if that's what you want. you said not to see each other for sometime. i felt so hurt. do you even know that? you feel that pain, the hurt, the stab, the cuts, the blood. i feel so hurt that no matter how i try to hurt myself i just don't feel the pain anymore. i just can't cry anymore. i just don't feel the hurt anymore. my friends tell me i'm numb already. hurt till i'm numb. this is really scary. really. i can't feel anything right now. nothing.16:22