13 December 2007
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can't really sleep this morning. been drinking the whole night. was thinking of going down to double c to look for KL. just as i was about to go shower, i got a call from boss. he ask me to go down work as Mr. Chiam is looking for me. i was like who is he. and after everything knowing who he is, i went shower and took a cab down. there wasn't so much people. and saw my friends there. talk abit and they left. den ah meow they all came down. talk to them and they went off. basically, the whole night i was there i was just entertaining the Mr. Chiam. and i'm actually paid to do that. i feel so............ then some stuffs just happen and i actually got really upset. went to the back alley and cried for awhile. ivan came out, asked me what's wrong. i looked at him and started crying again. he don't know what to do but just stand there and try to comfort me. after awhile, i felt okay. i felt much better. went in, continue being the happy sammi, then went to dragonfly after work. drank quite abit. but don't feel anything. don't know why, maybe cus i'm in a bad mood, so no kick when i drink. slept at around 8+. then woke up at 1+. tossing and turning throughout. can't really rest well.17:37