i don't know why i'm actaully feeling this way. but it's really scaring me. i don't know myself anymore. i don't know anything about myself anymore. i don't know wad else to do. i actaully felt something that i have not felt before. like a sudden stab of jealousy in my chest just by looking at some photos. like my chest is crashing in, can't breath, can't talk. it really hurts. truely. no idea why or how or what made me feel this way but i just know that this is really really scaring me. i'm losing myself. slowly but torturing and painfully. it really sucks. i want to numb myself from all these feelings. i want to stop myself feeling this way. but i've got no idea how to go about doing it. if only i can numb myself from all these feelings, if only i could stop myself feeling this way, if only..... then, i won't be feeling so vexed right now. so frustrated. so many penned up anger. so......................... i'm so totally speechless............... i'm just not totally me. like so totally...............

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